Some of you may have noticed that generalspleen: is now back on the forums. However, I made a deal with him that I would write this post because he has a crappy phone and doesn't want to type this all up. So this is an update in what's been going on in my bro's life.

About three months back, his parents kicked him out of the house after he found out they were taking his social security checks. Since then, he lived in his car for a portion of the time, though he was able to get into an apartment at one point and was living with a friend at another. He was basically homeless for that time.

About a month ago, his parents offered to put him up in a trailer next to their house, which unfortunately has no central air system. But, it is a place to stay, so that is good. Shawn is still looking for a job so he can move to a proper apartment.

He also has broken up with his fiance after some major issues in the relationship. For the last few days he's been in the hospital after a panic attack caused by stress from the fallout of the relationship, and while he was there the doctor told him his heart is smaller than a normal adult heart. He will be going through physical therapy to help get the heart to a better size, 95% of normal adult hearts.

The doctors tell him to stay away from sugar and eat veggies, but he remains stubborn. :J I'd appreciate it if those who pray would pray for him, and encourage him in whatever way you can. It's been a rough several months and he can use your encouragement, and friendship.

I pretty much, knew what was going on.....hes now back at home but, I think he should be focusing on his health than playing games.things like that is not so easy to pull out from.

CatLady : I don't know Shawn or you to be honest, but wish him good luck of me, and say him that his health is number one priority in live.

juuldude :  i hate to inform you but what catlady said.is the truth. i was homeless. I just got out of the hospital. Life has been hell. I dont wish anyone to have to go through what i went through.

generalspleen : Hey there! What was the problem in hospital?

juuldude : long story short... ex fiance caused me to have a severe panic attack, and then found out while there that my heart isnt the same size as a normal adult heart.

generalspleen : Wow, that must be pretty intense. I hope you can recover soon!

I remember me and Shawn were friends from the start. Tell him if you get a chance his bud, Kyle is gonna hit him up with a text once he gets his phone fixed. I feel really bad about their relationship failing, I was one of the first he told to that he was engaged, and I was proud that he had come that far. As for the heart thing, I always felt something was wrong. In phone calls he told me how he got more tired than others usually, something I tried consulting to him about and ended with him saying it's nothing. Not that I accepted that answer. Shawn, if you read this one day, just know we've sort of been there for each other when we needed to vent. So let's keep it like that when you get your life back up and running. I'll be waiting, bud

juuldude : im trying. I have to go to the hospital for treatment and physical tteatment to build up my heart. They said by the time all the treatment is over i should be around 95% strength of a healthy adult heart. I actually forced myself to walk 2 miles for my heart this morning. It hurt lke all hell but i need to do it.

generalspleen : That must really hurt. I can imagine it feels a bit like sporting to cure a sport blessure but then worse. Is it something like that?

juuldude : kinda. Take that and multiply it by 6. Btw if you call me message me and i can give you my number.

generalspleen : Wow, that must be incredibly painful then. Thanks for the offer, but I have to refuse it because I'm not so wild about taking other people's phone numbers. I trust you, but I want to be cautious to be sure. I hope you can understand.

juuldude : i understand man. And at least you think im trustworthy which meand you think im honest since the first post you made on here said you didnt know if me or aj werr being honest. Lol

generalspleen : He was saying that he didn't know either of us, not that he didn't know if were honest.