So, last week... Had a birthday. It was good and all but some of you know that I kinda have a bad history with my birthday.

Anyway, it went well and all but the bad luck was delayed. Few days later it was my bro's birthday. I bought a watch for him and it was a decent watch.... I went to visit mother's house to see if he's there. He was so I gave him my present. Went well until mother popped up out of nowhere and just started treating me like trash (have a history with her. She is just.... Unfair... That's a compliment for her :/)


Anyway, started arguing back and ended up with my brother holding me back and my step dad holding her back. Left the house and was driving home angry at her. I recovered the next day forgetting the incident and felt like I seeing a family relative I hardly ever saw since thanksgiving. I called his grandparents to see if they answer but got nothing. Kept trying and no answer. Became so frustrated with this and I miss him so much. They live somewhere in Kansas in I don't know where. Been trying to contact them to see if I can take him with me for a few months but no. They never respond. Sure I can go to Kansas but there's a problem, I don't know where they live.

I'm just so frustrated by this week and just want to vent. Sorry about this, this was really not my first choice but just wanted to let it out. Why not say it to friends? They're total ***** and would take it lightly.

I'm done. Post if you want, do not want, I don't care. Just want to let it be. Life is such a ***** to us. Just gotta deal with it I guess

I'm....so sorry to hear about this. You deserve much better and with a good reason. Life can be cruel..so cruel to many of us in a way.  your still on this rollercoaster ride which is not good at all. You know what? Your much better than them, than those people. and I do hope that you can see your brother again as well....keep on fighting bec no matter how hard the obstacle is. Remember big sis me and the others have your back, and we are all behind you one step of the way. and remember you have god at well he will guarantee you a great life. You just need to hang in there...

I know I shouldn't do this but.....I am summoning the one person, that can always help you..

Singelli :

Jon, you know you can always talk to me. I'm so sorry if I've been wrapped up in my own problems...

That's the amazing thing about life - life is going great for a minute and then some crap thing happens that turns the whole thing into a giant crap festival. I wish I had good advice for you but I don't exactly have a track record of making good decisions.

This is why I rarely reply to serious or heart wrenching threads. I'm really pretty sucky at "serious" and "heart wrenching" but wanted to make an exception in this case.

Also, your friends can only do what they can do. In my experience, friends are good for having a good time and having intimate discussions with but they have certain limitations. Most times, you are the only one that can ease your own heartache and discomfort. Go easy on them.

Darn...I'm sorry man. Family issues are never easy. I know we're just sorta acquaintances, but I'll listen if you ever want to vent some more. I really hope this next week goes better for you. That's the good thing about friends, when things aren't great home, your true friends will always be there for you.

becerra95 : I am so sorry to hear that! Man, you have a bad luck! What are you going to do now?

Anyways, you did good posting about your problems here! It is good to know you have friends that will be there for you whenever you need help! Vizzed means Friend-Finder!

Well, good luck to you and be careful!