Hi, I'm Emoteen134 AKA Roy Robin. My Goal here today is to explain to you how i came to the name 'Emoteen134', when it became a little to 'young' for me and when i decided that didn't matter.

So, First off, the Beginning, i was a teen in high-school, yea, we all have our clique's, although i did and still do strive to be different, my brother was about in 11th or 12 grade and he was more on the Hip-hop side, i was more the Rock side (just like brothers, i know.), and he REALLY liked the color white, i didn't know why, but in my immature state i decided that black was going to be my color. Then with the color came the actions and the actions came with the friends and i decided that life sucked so i became an emo (That escalated quickly). Now, Emo is apparently a sad intimation of Goth, well, heh, i was a sad intimation of emo. I didnt cut, i didnt HATE the world, i didnt BLEED BLACK or CRY DURING CLASSES. BUT, i did have emotional issues, my anger did (and still does) get away with me. i was very EMOtional (pun obviously intended) and would flip emotions randomly. So, that was highschool life. NEXT.

Life of Emoteen134: So now is the time AFTER highschool, where i would be in Job Corps. THIS was when i became REALLY emo and where the username REALLY stuck. So, in Job Corps you dorm with 4 other same-sex people (you included). Now this was hard since i was, am, and will forever be Gay. These 'guys' would pick on me, would try to get a response out of me, and would do anything in their power to see me flip out. I would punch walls, throw s***, and ultimately i would run into the bathroom to cut myself. i ended up hating EVERYONE. i would get mad if someone even LOOKED at me. i trusted no one.

Death of Emoteen134: This was AFTER Job Corps, when i became independent, at this time i was about 18 or 19 years of age, life was, well, boring. There was nothing to do in my neighborhood and i wasn't, am still not, and never will be a party person. So life for me wasn't all that grand and EMOTIONAL, so Emoteen died. Quickly actually. Which now brings me to......

Rebirth of Emoteen134: This is the now. This is me, as I speak, who i am. I have reverted back to my highschool days, i have a boyfriend (who helped me and still is helping me see that things aren't so dark.) and i dont even wear black all that often anymore. The reason i feel i should use this username is simply: Its a username. It reminds me of who i was and who i will never become again.

Thank you so much for reading and listening to my rant of my life.

This is Emoteen134, and im OUTE!