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It feels like something is missing...

 

05-24-13 12:44 AM
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http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hmrk-3ZUQCg

You know, I was thinking really hard about this... and I could only ask "Why did it all have to go away?" I mean, what happened to our childhoods... some of us had high hopes and dreams, we have ideas and plans for the next day... but now, nobody even looks up to the sky and says "I shall follow my dreams..."

Every day I wake up, knowing each day that passes... so does the steps that I have to take, it's a mandatory situation called "life". We deal with it each day, and we constantly progress through it... even if we don't make any progress at all. We spend all our time and money on things we don't need, on people we don't know... on relationships that won't last. We fight with each other because we don't understand, because we don't want to understand... because we are arrogant.

Life as a kid wasn't truly easy for any of us, this I am sure of... but at the same time, you look back on your past and the most common thing that comes to mind is "Why did it move so fast?" I remember back when I was in middle school... I had to take a cooking and baking class of some sort, it was really amazing to learn how to cook a pizza all on my own with the help of an amazing teacher. But then I think about it a little more, and I realize... as a child, I was downright a jerk.

I was constantly mistreating others, and I was constantly misbehaving and being rude... and then, I look back all that, and go even further. I remember the time when I got my first award for being an outstanding student during elementary school. I had received the award because I was one of the best students in my class, constantly trying to help others... even when nobody would help me.

The more I look back at my past, the more I realize how much I have changed to become what I am. I started out as a good kid, with nothing but smiles and love for everyone... but then as I got older, my attitude had changed and I became a real pain in the neck to all those around me. As I continued to get older, I became an even more self-centered and obnoxious human being... I didn't truly care about anything or anyone, but myself.

Now, I am faced with a new path in life that I must take... a road that I never thought I would have to walk. In order for my life to change once again, i will be leaving on 5/31/13 to attempt at working in my grandpas garden, growing crops and other sorts of vegetation as well as fruit. I will have to learn to deal without having technology except for the minimal basics, and I will be mostly cut off from the rest of the world.

Does this worry me? No, it doesn't... what worries me is if I don't change for the better from all this, what if I don't get a real job and have a life of my own? What if I continue to be the lazy bum kind of guy that I am? What if I hurt someone else and then realize it later on in life?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpV91wWecPM

To be fair, I know I don't deserve the chance I have been given in life... and I know that I should be suffering ultimately for my actions, and I know that I have been a person who doesn't deserve any luck at all. But somehow, I have been given one final chance to change my life...

The real thing is... will I be able to? Will I be able to finally straighten everything out, and become the man I had always wanted to be? To become a loving father, and a devoted husband to someone? To become a man that works hard each day, but finds time to give his love to others?

All I know is, whatever happens in life... I don't want to be remembered for the horrible things I have done, I want to be known for the better things I have accomplished. I honestly think life isn't about the choices you make or the roads you take... but the way you choose to deal with them. Even before you make a subtle choice, you still have that small second of time to stop yourself from doing the wrong thing.

All these years I have done the wrong thing, not even thinking twice about it... and now that I have started to think once again, I realize that I have nobody to blame but myself. And even then, I will keep my head up high... for this is my last chance to restore my life back to something fun, something helpful, something that people can learn to enjoy and trust.



How about the rest of you... is there something you have wanted to change in your past, but never got the chance to?
Is there someone you wish to say sorry to?
Is there something that truly makes you wish you could go back to being a kid again?

Good luck to all of you, and God bless.
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Hmrk-3ZUQCg

You know, I was thinking really hard about this... and I could only ask "Why did it all have to go away?" I mean, what happened to our childhoods... some of us had high hopes and dreams, we have ideas and plans for the next day... but now, nobody even looks up to the sky and says "I shall follow my dreams..."

Every day I wake up, knowing each day that passes... so does the steps that I have to take, it's a mandatory situation called "life". We deal with it each day, and we constantly progress through it... even if we don't make any progress at all. We spend all our time and money on things we don't need, on people we don't know... on relationships that won't last. We fight with each other because we don't understand, because we don't want to understand... because we are arrogant.

Life as a kid wasn't truly easy for any of us, this I am sure of... but at the same time, you look back on your past and the most common thing that comes to mind is "Why did it move so fast?" I remember back when I was in middle school... I had to take a cooking and baking class of some sort, it was really amazing to learn how to cook a pizza all on my own with the help of an amazing teacher. But then I think about it a little more, and I realize... as a child, I was downright a jerk.

I was constantly mistreating others, and I was constantly misbehaving and being rude... and then, I look back all that, and go even further. I remember the time when I got my first award for being an outstanding student during elementary school. I had received the award because I was one of the best students in my class, constantly trying to help others... even when nobody would help me.

The more I look back at my past, the more I realize how much I have changed to become what I am. I started out as a good kid, with nothing but smiles and love for everyone... but then as I got older, my attitude had changed and I became a real pain in the neck to all those around me. As I continued to get older, I became an even more self-centered and obnoxious human being... I didn't truly care about anything or anyone, but myself.

Now, I am faced with a new path in life that I must take... a road that I never thought I would have to walk. In order for my life to change once again, i will be leaving on 5/31/13 to attempt at working in my grandpas garden, growing crops and other sorts of vegetation as well as fruit. I will have to learn to deal without having technology except for the minimal basics, and I will be mostly cut off from the rest of the world.

Does this worry me? No, it doesn't... what worries me is if I don't change for the better from all this, what if I don't get a real job and have a life of my own? What if I continue to be the lazy bum kind of guy that I am? What if I hurt someone else and then realize it later on in life?

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=kpV91wWecPM

To be fair, I know I don't deserve the chance I have been given in life... and I know that I should be suffering ultimately for my actions, and I know that I have been a person who doesn't deserve any luck at all. But somehow, I have been given one final chance to change my life...

The real thing is... will I be able to? Will I be able to finally straighten everything out, and become the man I had always wanted to be? To become a loving father, and a devoted husband to someone? To become a man that works hard each day, but finds time to give his love to others?

All I know is, whatever happens in life... I don't want to be remembered for the horrible things I have done, I want to be known for the better things I have accomplished. I honestly think life isn't about the choices you make or the roads you take... but the way you choose to deal with them. Even before you make a subtle choice, you still have that small second of time to stop yourself from doing the wrong thing.

All these years I have done the wrong thing, not even thinking twice about it... and now that I have started to think once again, I realize that I have nobody to blame but myself. And even then, I will keep my head up high... for this is my last chance to restore my life back to something fun, something helpful, something that people can learn to enjoy and trust.



How about the rest of you... is there something you have wanted to change in your past, but never got the chance to?
Is there someone you wish to say sorry to?
Is there something that truly makes you wish you could go back to being a kid again?

Good luck to all of you, and God bless.
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Wow dude this is really deep. I can understand how it must feel to look back on your past like that and see the difference. As for things I miss having is fun in my life, everything in my life is boring, school is depressing and lame and all of the kids there are jerks. Everyday I just feel the dread tempting me. I always have expectations and I have to do chores and I am not allowed to play games on the weekend which I just recently started doing because I have no homework and the year is almost over, but of course I can never do anything fun and I am always depressed. Whether facing morons at school or at home being bored, I wish I could have some fun and happiness put into my life. Like I used to go out to places like King's dominion and we would always go out to places for dinner and have fun, now we are like always cooped up at home and bored with nothing exciting to do, we always work and we never get to go out or play a game or have fun doing little things anymore, life just seems so depressing and pointless, and school is just another headache. I miss the days of being in middle school and elementary when I could always have fun and not have so much expected of me.
Wow dude this is really deep. I can understand how it must feel to look back on your past like that and see the difference. As for things I miss having is fun in my life, everything in my life is boring, school is depressing and lame and all of the kids there are jerks. Everyday I just feel the dread tempting me. I always have expectations and I have to do chores and I am not allowed to play games on the weekend which I just recently started doing because I have no homework and the year is almost over, but of course I can never do anything fun and I am always depressed. Whether facing morons at school or at home being bored, I wish I could have some fun and happiness put into my life. Like I used to go out to places like King's dominion and we would always go out to places for dinner and have fun, now we are like always cooped up at home and bored with nothing exciting to do, we always work and we never get to go out or play a game or have fun doing little things anymore, life just seems so depressing and pointless, and school is just another headache. I miss the days of being in middle school and elementary when I could always have fun and not have so much expected of me.
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Razor-987 : Exactly man, one day you're having the time of your life... laughing with friends, saying "eww" to girls and their cooties... and the next day, it's like "man, this is so boring... you suck, this is lame." and you're wishing you could actually touch a girl (let alone flirt with one, or you're one of those guys getting girls 24/7 just because most females are extremely derpy... no offense).

It's like "where the heck did my childhood go?", you look back and you remember how you actually had friends, actually had fun doing pretty much anything... heck, maybe you were like me and you even pretended to roleplay zombie attacks with you friends in a backyard or something, running around and shooting at nothing. Or maybe you were racing against your friends head to head on your bike, only to end up crashing and going "owww, IT HURTS SO MUCH!" after eating dirt from a nice face-plant.

It's like... "why did I have to grow up so fast?"


It's good someone else gets it, I mean... yeah, I'm happy that I'm an adult and all... but it's not the same anymore, it's not as exciting as it used to be. I used to spend my childhood playing with toy cars with my friends, racing our cars across the floor and crashing all over the place. Or rough-housing and knocking each other onto the couch in a fist punching fury... or even attempting to play Guitar Hero on EXPERT and end up screaming at each other "COME ON MAN, NO... STOP MESSING UP! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!?" when we were messing up just as much.

It's just like, when you get older... a small part of you dies, mostly because as a kid... the world around you seemed to much bigger, and so much more open... but now that you get older, you realize that the world is really small and that people honestly don't give a crap half the time.
Razor-987 : Exactly man, one day you're having the time of your life... laughing with friends, saying "eww" to girls and their cooties... and the next day, it's like "man, this is so boring... you suck, this is lame." and you're wishing you could actually touch a girl (let alone flirt with one, or you're one of those guys getting girls 24/7 just because most females are extremely derpy... no offense).

It's like "where the heck did my childhood go?", you look back and you remember how you actually had friends, actually had fun doing pretty much anything... heck, maybe you were like me and you even pretended to roleplay zombie attacks with you friends in a backyard or something, running around and shooting at nothing. Or maybe you were racing against your friends head to head on your bike, only to end up crashing and going "owww, IT HURTS SO MUCH!" after eating dirt from a nice face-plant.

It's like... "why did I have to grow up so fast?"


It's good someone else gets it, I mean... yeah, I'm happy that I'm an adult and all... but it's not the same anymore, it's not as exciting as it used to be. I used to spend my childhood playing with toy cars with my friends, racing our cars across the floor and crashing all over the place. Or rough-housing and knocking each other onto the couch in a fist punching fury... or even attempting to play Guitar Hero on EXPERT and end up screaming at each other "COME ON MAN, NO... STOP MESSING UP! WHAT ARE YOU DOING!?!?" when we were messing up just as much.

It's just like, when you get older... a small part of you dies, mostly because as a kid... the world around you seemed to much bigger, and so much more open... but now that you get older, you realize that the world is really small and that people honestly don't give a crap half the time.
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SacraRain : Yeah I have to go through this at school every day, I see guys freaking being disgusting to girls and always swearing to each other to look cool, I am just like grow up already and stop acting like a child and be mature. I really miss young childhood and being able to get what you want just by crying and you had no worries as a kid and everything was provided before you.



Now as a teenager I am starting to get a small taste of what the real world is like out there and how cruel it can be. Basically childhood years are the best of your life and they should be cherished, and life only gets worse as you get older and it becomes more stressful with the common worries of money, children and bills.


I just wish that high school wasn't the way it is with everyone looking trashy ad swearing and being immature for the stupidest of things, if I had a chance to go to a private school away from morons I would seize the opportunity if I had that kind of money. I just find school to be depressing and I have to endure 3 more years of it, lucky me. So yeah I know what you mean.
SacraRain : Yeah I have to go through this at school every day, I see guys freaking being disgusting to girls and always swearing to each other to look cool, I am just like grow up already and stop acting like a child and be mature. I really miss young childhood and being able to get what you want just by crying and you had no worries as a kid and everything was provided before you.



Now as a teenager I am starting to get a small taste of what the real world is like out there and how cruel it can be. Basically childhood years are the best of your life and they should be cherished, and life only gets worse as you get older and it becomes more stressful with the common worries of money, children and bills.


I just wish that high school wasn't the way it is with everyone looking trashy ad swearing and being immature for the stupidest of things, if I had a chance to go to a private school away from morons I would seize the opportunity if I had that kind of money. I just find school to be depressing and I have to endure 3 more years of it, lucky me. So yeah I know what you mean.
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Wow, dude you don't seem like the kind of guy who would be a jerk. Your not a jerk to me or anyone else here. You are the kind of person everyone who met you or read your posts will remember as a good matured guy who is not afraid to change but is afraid he wont change. For the short time you have been here you have really made a mark on people. You won't be forgotten when you leave.

As for me I just got out of the 8th grade and now it is summer. I am looking forward to a good summer of some work and money but mostly hanging out with friends. I do regret some things i did in 7th grade. I picked on a girl i had a crush on pretty bad. I tolled myself i hated her but i wouldn't believe it. Now im really sorry about the things i said to her and did to her. Luckily that is in the past and i have been able to say sorry. Lol, we're dating now, apparently she had a crush on me as well so when i was mean it really hurt her. Those kinds of things i doubt she will ever forget. I will remember you and miss you when your gone.  Good luck and i hope you get where you want to be and become what you want to be. 
Wow, dude you don't seem like the kind of guy who would be a jerk. Your not a jerk to me or anyone else here. You are the kind of person everyone who met you or read your posts will remember as a good matured guy who is not afraid to change but is afraid he wont change. For the short time you have been here you have really made a mark on people. You won't be forgotten when you leave.

As for me I just got out of the 8th grade and now it is summer. I am looking forward to a good summer of some work and money but mostly hanging out with friends. I do regret some things i did in 7th grade. I picked on a girl i had a crush on pretty bad. I tolled myself i hated her but i wouldn't believe it. Now im really sorry about the things i said to her and did to her. Luckily that is in the past and i have been able to say sorry. Lol, we're dating now, apparently she had a crush on me as well so when i was mean it really hurt her. Those kinds of things i doubt she will ever forget. I will remember you and miss you when your gone.  Good luck and i hope you get where you want to be and become what you want to be. 
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One day you just have to deal with it that all this has come and gone. Years ago. You accept it. And then you move on. The more you try to remember it, the less you remember and the less you feel anything.

And then comes the day you forget you had these kind of silly feelings in the first place.
One day you just have to deal with it that all this has come and gone. Years ago. You accept it. And then you move on. The more you try to remember it, the less you remember and the less you feel anything.

And then comes the day you forget you had these kind of silly feelings in the first place.
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I know exactly what is missing in my life...a good, honest woman who accepts me for who I am and is truly in love with me.  Somebody I could actually call my soul mate...I know she exists, but I have yet to find her.
I know exactly what is missing in my life...a good, honest woman who accepts me for who I am and is truly in love with me.  Somebody I could actually call my soul mate...I know she exists, but I have yet to find her.
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well. my life was fine when I was 9. we had a very good automobile. I had friends. I played videogames with my friends. I had a internet girlfriend oddily enough. I was eating good food. not crap food like spam and hotdogs. I was completely at peace. I was happy. then it all slipped away.....  I lost my girlfriend. we lost our automobile. we had to roll pennies to pay rent on an apartment we were getting evicted from. I had to move away from my friends. and most of all. I lost an important extension of my life....... my legend of Zelda ocarina of time cartridge. it had the chantings in the fire temple. everything was gone. I had to start life over from scratch. and it will never be the same....ever.
well. my life was fine when I was 9. we had a very good automobile. I had friends. I played videogames with my friends. I had a internet girlfriend oddily enough. I was eating good food. not crap food like spam and hotdogs. I was completely at peace. I was happy. then it all slipped away.....  I lost my girlfriend. we lost our automobile. we had to roll pennies to pay rent on an apartment we were getting evicted from. I had to move away from my friends. and most of all. I lost an important extension of my life....... my legend of Zelda ocarina of time cartridge. it had the chantings in the fire temple. everything was gone. I had to start life over from scratch. and it will never be the same....ever.
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