some times I start thinking deeply about things and go off on a rant about some thing and i thought I would share it woth the members of vizzed.

I some times I have dreams … or are they nightmares about war about fighting the good fight about killing men for a cause a cause that is good but as I do this the men I am killing there faces twist and warp they turn into demon evil snickering demon messengers of death… and I smile back as I pull the trigger, as I smash there faces in with the but of a gun, as I tear there hearts out, I feel nothing for them I feel no pity I feel no regret. Even though I know that I’ve gone against one of the ten commandments “though shall not kill thy neighbor” I wonder to my self if there are certain situations where that command meant is void and replaced with “ though shall kill or be killed” because that’s the only way to survive in a world of cruelty if I didn’t have a handle on my anger then I could probably be called insane but I don’t let the rage within me control what I do I siphone the rage into something else and use it for a better purpose. I hope that when I become an officer there are no more wars to fight I am afraid that if I kill one man… I wont be able to stop.

Its not stupid to write. Writing is a way of communicating and letting personal things out. Why do you think so many people have Blogs? I would love to write as much as some do but I am just always busy trying to add features and such.:/ Thats pretty cool that you can do that.

Dont ever think writing is bad.

thank you I will be sure to share more of what I write in the future with Vizzed Boards thanks again for the positive input