Whoa dude! Stop! I'm sorry if my previous post came off rude, but I was just trying to reiterate that you haven't done anything wrong to me or the community in a few weeks now. Please don't feel bad anymore. 

Jygin :
RDay13 :

Sorry guys. I got a little worked up over all the chaos and frustration in my life. I didn't mean for my previous post to come off as that. I was dwelling on the assumption that you and lunar no longer wanted to be buds with me, rd. Jygin, the last thing I want to do is cause my friends to feel bad. I'm just not sure what to do anymore.

Final Weapon : *whimperz softly* please reply to my PM messages Final Weapon T~T

This advice may go against some of some people's morals. If they do, disregard this entirely.

The first step is to know what you can and cannot change. It's easier said than done for most people, but it's easy for me.
The second step is to cast aside whatever might be the source of it.
The third step is to reflect on it and know how to prevent the future.

And no matter what, don't just "deal with it". Attack it head on, because you're the only person who can. You're the one who can make a difference, not us.

The only thing we can do is support you during that. Which is exactly what everyone here is doing, myself included.

What you cannot change, you must accept.
What you can change, you must pursue.

And if anyone gets in your way, toss them aside too. Because really, you know what's best for yourself and the sacrifices made to pursue it are always worth it. Just be sure you understand exactly what you're doing before you do it.

Not even death will cure you of your despair. You need to fix it, and it has to be in this life. So do it while you can, so you can be happy and make those around you happy.

I wish you luck.

yoshirulez! : Hmm... I don't think I'll ever be able to change always being depressed like this, but I think I change the way it is handled, though.

Final Weapon : You literally have not done anything to make me not want to be friends with you in like, 3 weeks. I can't speak for Lunar, but you have abided by all of the rules and all that, and you have been respectful towards others, so I don't have any reason to be mad at you. I hope you feel better soon. 

Final Weapon :

I'm gonna open up a little bit here and say that I'm definitely in a slump right now. I know multiple people who are worse off than I am, and what I'm going to say might not sound like a lot, but also remember you're not me.

I think for about... maybe less than a year, I've been showing increasing signs of anxiety and depression. I'm kind of going in a cycle - I get depressed, I lose motivation, my grades suffer, I get a bit better, try to pick my grades up but its too late, my mom gets really mad at me and severely grounds me, throwing me back into a depressive pit. Of course that isn't the only factor, I've got other s*** going on that has to do with friendships and my mom calling my actual emotional problems "teenager things" and sometimes I don't even have a reason, I'm just overwhelmingly sad.

How do I deal with it? It's not as simple as just "I can't be sad, let me be happy!". You know, it's weird coming from my mouth, but Vizzed actually is a big factor in keeping me sane, I think. The distraction from how s***ty I perceive my life to be (even if it's not that s***ty) helps me from just crying every night. Of course, since it's the distraction, Vizzed isn't the only thing - there's also stuff like watching a television show or something akin to that.

Also, it's not something I've done yet (as much as I want to), but get actual help. I read that your first therapist didn't work but that doesn't mean just give up. Keep going for it. If you can get professional help that'll be 10x better than anything you can do for yourself. You're strong, no matter what you think, but it's okay to need help. Everyone does once or twice in their life.

Basically, just try to get help. And distract yourself when you're free. And I won't explain this one since other people have said it, but set a goal for yourself too. Work towards it, and keep your mind completely on that and nothing else. I wish you the best of luck - NO ONE deserves to feel depressed and like their life is terrible.

I usually play games,read,pound the heavy bag,listen to metal when I am in a bad mood. Then I brush myself off and try again.

18mlivingston :
supernerd117 :
LunarDarkness2
RDay13 :
yoshirulez:
geeogree :
Jygin :
plasticinsanity :
TheTrueUlti :
Spidey243 :
Oldschool777 :
Galacta :
austipokedude :

I gave the options and advice a lot of thought and think I was finally able to come to a conclusion. I thank you all for taking off your time to offer me ways to deal with my depression and hopelessness in life. Oh, and to those who posted in the lack of energy thread, I'm sorry for the choice of action I took. Even though it seemed right, I was just really downed at the time, and wasn't thinking clearly. I'm going to consider working towards a goal. Well, I'm out. Take care everyone.

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