More like WILL throwe off your balance.

Dude that really sucks about everything ya said (FF_Freak) and i can't say i know how ya feel cause i don't. Not by my father anyway. He left before i was born...
I used to be the center of attention at school but unfourtantly it was in the same sense that you are. Telling people. Thats what i got told to do but once THEY found out i had been talking to teachers and stuff they just did it more. I would say fight them but i don't want to be the blame of telling you to do something that your shouldn't.

A great and respected man once told me that "Fists are not power. Knowledge is power" If you want to gert them for pure revenge then get something on them they don't want people to know. Everyone has a secret. But if you don't want it for revenge and you most likely shouldn't because revenge leads to anger and anger makes people do stupid things. I really don't know where im going with this all i can say is once they grow up and you do aswell. this will be different. Things wil be different. Hope things work out for ya.

Thanks Icewave. I can't really take anything out on them like revenge, because as you said...it all leads to anger...and then it would just be worse. The way I see it (as I may have said before), is that I only have 2 years left of suffering...then I will be gone. No one else for my dad to torcher, no one else to be treated as the slave around here. He will finally have to learn to do things on his own...and I will welcome that day with open arms...

The sad thing is...I made out a whole plan in my head...every detail on a way...to kill him...but..where would that put me? I still have it all in my head...

Heh...plotting murder is fun (sorry if it sounds like I'm making light of the situation). Murder isn't a complex thing, you don't need to plan it out. Put a bag over his head and whack the back of his skull a couple of times with a bat.

But...you're not really gonna do it...are you?

Only 2 years until your free? if you kill your father you'll never be free. If you stay strong and keep going you'll be gone soon enough. I would reccomend just sticking it out, from all the things that popped up it makes sense.

Yea...I dunno. Abuse if all over. I want to get away from it, but can't. It's pretty sad if I do say so myself. Yea...but...who knows...someday...someday I will be away from it never to return home again.

yeah, there are times in people's lives where they must experience pain and frustration, it's life, don't worry, this will pass eventually.

Yea, but there are situations where they shouldn't have to. Like abuse from parents. There's really no reason for abuse from a parent. I dunno...whatever...

Yes, it's illogical, but these situations must be passed by when they are over =/, don't worry, everything will be fine soon.

Yea, because I plan on movin' far away from here and don't plan on even comin' to visit.