For starters, I was evicted 3 (1 was somebody else's house that we were staying in BECAUSE we were evicted) times, I'm poor, I have to live with my grandma who always complains about things and who gets mad at me when I forget to do something she told me to do (saying that I'm "too young to forget things), my parents argue literally ALL THE TIME (even though my dad live 200+ miles away);they have also physically fought each other (a few times where the police have to been involved,but each was equally bad) I have to stay upstairs in a place that pretty much an attic with 5 other people. My youngest sister acts like a 3-year-old who is oblivious to every thing even though she's turning 10 in 4 months, my sister ( ripefallapples45 here on vizzed) doesn't know the right time for ANYTHING (like playing slayer around my religious siblings and my very religious mum) and she complains WAY TO MUCH about everything ever (she also swears like a sailor);but she's the closest family member to me, my oldest sister has anger issues and makes fun of how I act (calling me an Oreo) but I don't really talk to her much. And my mum thinks I need counseling because 'I don't look happy; she also thinks that I don't care about her because I said that I want to move with my dad, eve though the only reason I'm going is because he WILL find a way to get me to move up to Rockford, IL with him. About my dad, he seems to only really care about me (which gets on my nerves because he has 4 other people to care about), he's having an affair with his girlfriend in IL, even though he's still married; but he doesn't want to sign the divorce papers or whatever because of some "Staying together for the kids" bull****, and he's also abuse and angered (he even punched ME at times). I can't go outside, I can't even STEP outside (in the frontyard OR the backyard), my neighborhood is crappy part of St.Louis, MO (I hear shooting every now and then); I only have a crappy, broken broadband stick or a far away open network that goes out for a long time every now and then (the one I'm using now), I have to sleep on a floor, with only a cover, 2 pillows, and a bin that I put the pillows on to support my neck; My room is smaller than an average kitchen and I have to share it with my 11-year-old sister, I can only go downstairs if I want to eat something or if my grandmas want me to do some task for them. All of that was just home and family! My school was on a list of worst schools in MISSOURI, the whole entire STATE, of MO. Most of students there are just ghetto, rude, obnoxious, loud, and greedy people who don't really care about their work. Also, there are people who talk about me behind my back and some guy even physically bullied me because I'm Awkward and because I don't like or care for playing sports. I WANT to care about my work in school, but I can't because the only things that are filled in my head at the time are I'm too stupid or just random thoughts because I most likely have ADD and no one even knows, or thoughts of.... never mind, or just thoughts about hating myself because I don't like being black.
Overall, I just really don't know what the point of making this thread was, because the only thing that it's doing it's doing is bringing my personal problems and complaints out to the public... For starters, I was evicted 3 (1 was somebody else's house that we were staying in BECAUSE we were evicted) times, I'm poor, I have to live with my grandma who always complains about things and who gets mad at me when I forget to do something she told me to do (saying that I'm "too young to forget things), my parents argue literally ALL THE TIME (even though my dad live 200+ miles away);they have also physically fought each other (a few times where the police have to been involved,but each was equally bad) I have to stay upstairs in a place that pretty much an attic with 5 other people. My youngest sister acts like a 3-year-old who is oblivious to every thing even though she's turning 10 in 4 months, my sister ( ripefallapples45 here on vizzed) doesn't know the right time for ANYTHING (like playing slayer around my religious siblings and my very religious mum) and she complains WAY TO MUCH about everything ever (she also swears like a sailor);but she's the closest family member to me, my oldest sister has anger issues and makes fun of how I act (calling me an Oreo) but I don't really talk to her much. And my mum thinks I need counseling because 'I don't look happy; she also thinks that I don't care about her because I said that I want to move with my dad, eve though the only reason I'm going is because he WILL find a way to get me to move up to Rockford, IL with him. About my dad, he seems to only really care about me (which gets on my nerves because he has 4 other people to care about), he's having an affair with his girlfriend in IL, even though he's still married; but he doesn't want to sign the divorce papers or whatever because of some "Staying together for the kids" bull****, and he's also abuse and angered (he even punched ME at times). I can't go outside, I can't even STEP outside (in the frontyard OR the backyard), my neighborhood is crappy part of St.Louis, MO (I hear shooting every now and then); I only have a crappy, broken broadband stick or a far away open network that goes out for a long time every now and then (the one I'm using now), I have to sleep on a floor, with only a cover, 2 pillows, and a bin that I put the pillows on to support my neck; My room is smaller than an average kitchen and I have to share it with my 11-year-old sister, I can only go downstairs if I want to eat something or if my grandmas want me to do some task for them. All of that was just home and family! My school was on a list of worst schools in MISSOURI, the whole entire STATE, of MO. Most of students there are just ghetto, rude, obnoxious, loud, and greedy people who don't really care about their work. Also, there are people who talk about me behind my back and some guy even physically bullied me because I'm Awkward and because I don't like or care for playing sports. I WANT to care about my work in school, but I can't because the only things that are filled in my head at the time are I'm too stupid or just random thoughts because I most likely have ADD and no one even knows, or thoughts of.... never mind, or just thoughts about hating myself because I don't like being black.
Overall, I just really don't know what the point of making this thread was, because the only thing that it's doing it's doing is bringing my personal problems and complaints out to the public... |
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