Wow,  I can't believe I found Christians on this site!  I just stumbled on it because I'm bored and it turned out to be awesome.  I'm not going to do what I did when I went into Atheist forums to debate stuff on religion because most the people just get angry.  Anyways I devoted much time to reading the bible and I even found a website www.biblecc.com to help translate stuff.


Also I would read the Vatican's publications and Pope Benedict cleared some stuff up I was always concerned about when reading.  But overall I am happy he recognized all the faith's of Christianity and ended the old history lesson of the protestant, or even, eastern orthodox schisms.  We are one body in Christ!

As for me, I am losing much faith because I witness amazing stuff everyday, yet one of the best things I've witnessed is after studying all night I was disheartened and I asked god if he would let me win the lottery!  Anyways as I sat outside I said "If I see a shooting star I will win the lottery!"  and within 3 seconds of saying it a star shot right where I was looking!  So anyways I would pray everyday, read everyday, even give my last $70 to a church and to charity to feed people in need. And yet it's like 3 years later and the reasons I wanted the money are pretty much no longer available and I only ask of it because I can't see any other way of moving on to something worthwhile in my life, although I still see things 10 times daily that are great (I can explain) I kind of just got upset and gave up on praying and reading and I am just waiting for something new in my life and so I'm waiting, coming to the grips of reality that it probably won't happen.  But if I do win the lottery I'll let you guys know and I will have witnessed some of the greatest things- things I've never heard of.