I am in no way a licensed therapist, but I've been in a situation much like yours before.

First, I encourage you to reach out to these people that you got along with, as you are able to. Making new friends and connecting with old friends can ease the feelings of depression that you are feeling.

Second, it's great that you try to positively influence those around you, but take your own feelings into account as well. If you don't have the energy to share then, you're going to do yourself more harm than good.

Third, you are absolutely correct, happiness is a choice, right up until it's not. By this, I mean that there are you can always find some amount of joy every day, but the truth is that the world is a hard place. There's no shame in reaching out for help when you need it. If you need it please seek help!

Fourth, about this girl, have faith, and take it slow. For now build a friendship with her and get to feeling like skipercapt again. Romantic relationships come with time, and while this will seem counter-intuitive, listen to your heart and it'll let you know when you're ready to move ahead.

If you get to feeling like you aren't getting better given a some time, or you start getting worse, reach out to a Mental Health Specialist.

The Lifeline:
1-800-273-8255

Crisis Text line:
Text "Home" to 741741

It's a good song but I can't stand to listen to it for more than a couple of minutes...I have a bit of a audio sensory problem and high pitches tend to set it off. 7/10

Obadiah Stane / Iron Monger - 17
Emil Blonsky / Abomination - 27
Ivan Vanko / Whiplash - 13
Loki - 27 (+1)
Johann Schmidt / Red Skull - 19
Aldrich Killian - 5 (-3)
Alexander Pierce - 17
Bucky Barnes / Winter Soldier - 20
Ronan - 20
Darren Cross / Yellowjacket - 8
Dormammu - 18
Adrian Toomes / Vulture - 20
Hela - 20
Erik Killmonger - 21
Thanos - 27

I purchased, rated, and reviewed I'm under Jeff Roberds on Google Play.
It's an awesome game and a great workout. I'm fairly sure that I haven't had quite that much fun memorizing biblical trivia in some time.

Pup: This body was born in 1989, making this 25 years on the ground.

J: We've been here a long time, and no we won't let you know how long "a long time" is. Just a hint: Land was a brand new thing back then.

Pup: J we ain't been here that long, and you know that. *pulls book from shelf* See it's written down right here. Luna invited us to awaken with The Brothers.

J: Pup you know that's all relative at this point right. It could have been 50 years or 50,000 years ago for all anyone really cares. And besides Luna didn't invite us to wake up. She said "I'm gonna count to five and if you ain't gotten outta that nest by then, you're gonna be ashes." Boy did we get up in a hurry. I don't recall her even getting to o.

Pup: The last movie I saw was Guardians of the Galaxy.

J: No it was ... that really interesting movie with the cowboys eating pudding.

Pup: They really don't need to know about that one J it's not appropriate to be discussing here.

J: Why not? I thought it was good. They should know about it.

Pup: We'll talk about the whys later. No one really wants to hear about Brokeback Mountain.

J: No not that one.... It was the other one.

Pup: Oh! That's right The Demon Barber of Fleet Street  Sweeney Todd. That's right. A really good movie but they weren't cowboys and they weren't eating pudding. It was early 1900's barber and a baker making meat pies and feeding them to people. Both were very respectable businesses. Don't you agree?

J: Oh! Yes quite respectable. Did I ever tell you that I wanted to be a barber once.

Pup: Yes you did but the school told you that it would be very difficult because you kept making your hands disappear.

My favorite NPC Dialogue comes from The Elder Scrolls IV: Skyrim.

Just after joining up with the Assassins Guild you get to ask the other members about themselves. In a typical speed dating style answer one of the female members states "Well, I enjoy long moonlit walks on the beach, knitting, and unicorns. In fact, once while on a night time stroll along the shore I saw a unicorn, and promptly killed it with my crochet needle." Typical Assassins

I don't rally know why it's my favorite NPC quote but I do remember laughing for hours on end after hearing that one. Perhaps if everyone was so bluntly obvious in the "So...I don't know anything about you" stage of a relationship (Well rather the "I've read everything on your profile, hunted down your Facebook, Twitter, Instagram, and Vine accounts... but I don't want to sound like a creep. So...I'm going to ask you to tell me about yourself" phase of a relationship.)

I'm honestly not entirely sure which game world I'd rather live in. There's the ever popular Pokémon Universe training a party of close pets to battle for me; although, this doesn't seem to be my style. There's also the Final Fantasy multi-verse however I haven't met a character that specializes in archery as a main choice of weapon and, of course there's the near constant danger of being killed in horrific ways although I have an amazing affinity for the Genome Zidane (What can I say men with tails really turn me on! ) Anyway, this leads me to my most appropriate choice of Universe being Tamriel in The Elder Scrolls games, of course I'd much rather be Kajit, Archery and Acrobatics being among my favored skills, Medium Armor for the perfect mix of speed and protection, and of course dual wielded Daggers for the inevitable close encounters with unsavories and passing my time as the local blacksmith.

Wow! I never thought to write a progression of the Final Fantasy series from my point of view. 5/5 for originality.

I agree that some of the staples of the franchise start appearing in FFII, but it is important to start at the beginning. What many youngsters don't realize is that FFI was meant to be a stand alone "Final" Fantasy Game for the company that would become Square Enix today.

That said it was not until years later that FFII was created after Final Fantasy really took off.

Again kudos  on the originality scale for making this progression story.
Technicality and well writing ... meh. I'm not going to complain.

Ok ok ok, I have to admit that FFVII was like the most awesome game from the Square Soft.

I think it's a little unfair to be judging all of the franchise as opposed to breaking the franchise down by Dev team name.

Square
FFI-FFV
Square Soft
FFVI-FFIX
Square Enix
FFX+

I will go ahead and admit to most likely being wrong with the time line of Company name changes.

For nostalgia reasons I have to say FFIV because it was the first one I ever played (one of my aunts owned the game for SNES and in her file named a character for every person in the family [My character was Palom]. So I have to love the game.

Square Soft really knocked it out of the park with FFVII but for me a close second will always be FFIX.

I feel like Square Enix is really just trying to tread water until the next really big thing happens. FFX and X-2 had the best character development, look, and feel for this era, but I think that XIII has the better story line despite the lack of reward bug.

While, on general purpose I do agree that there are things I should or could be doing, like doing research for my persuasive speech on Tuesday followed by actually writing said persuasive speech. I am not so sure that I actually could force myself to do the things I should without a certain amount of procrastination first.

Here is a list of things I should be doing:

Moral Inventory for Celebrate Recovery
Research for Persuasive Speech
Writing Persuasive Speech
Taking Finals for Public Speaking
Laundry
Grocery Shopping
Cleaning House (inside and out)
Equipment Maintenance for Spring
Etc. Etc. Etc.

Anyway procrastination is officially over got some Errands to do.

I think that if I had to average the amount of messages I send or receive on a regular basis I'd come out to 0.059 texts per day. I sometimes go weeks without messaging. Emails though I get and send tons of. I think as far as emails go I could average between 50 and 150 messages per day just on a light day.

The first Final Fantasy I ever played was Final Fantasy IV although it was originally released as Final Fantasy II in America for the SNES. To date it is still the best Final Fantasy I have played but most likely for the nostalgia of playing it when I was so little after watching my Aunt play it and plugging all of us youngsters' names in as the characters based on how we all acted at the time. I don't remember who all of us were but I do remember that I was Porom aka Polom here in the US one of the mage twins.

The answer is George Lazenby. I don't know which Movie he was in but I do know for certain that he played James Bond only once.