Remove me from the league, I havent been a part of this for YEARS DAVID.

100% sure I said no to the league

No.

Oh no, now mafia will run fast instead of draging on for a few months. What ever shall we do?

All right, here we go.

I don't know if I have the ability to get close to people.

I experienced a rather traumatic relationship in my sophomore year of high school. It was terrible and I hated myself for about half of the six month duration of the relationship. I fear that it has left me unable to become close to ANYONE (whether its as a friend or significant other.)

Let me explain.

First, without diving into that, I've noticed that the people that are my best friends aren't people I'm insanely close to. I did not hang out with them much but we still regarded each other as best friends and what not, and that was that. I'm introverted, obviously, but I can count on my hand the amount of times I hung out with people that were not the sophomore significant other.

After that relationship, I've had two instances where I've tried to become close to people, and both have failed. Miserably.

The first one was my senior year of high school. This girl and I knew each other (she was a junior in a senior math class and we had the same class last year) so we started talking a lot. Really quickly we became very close friends. She would do things with me that she wouldn't do with other guys, but we weren't going to date because we didn't feel that way about each other. When she did get a boyfriend, she started to shut me out. It felt awful. I let her know that eventually and she said that she was sorry and that she still wanted to be close with me, and we went back to that for about a couple weeks, then she started shutting me out again. This cycle occurred a couple times and then I got fed up so I let her bluntly and everything just started falling apart. We made a few attempts to fix it, but neither I or her really wanted to I think.

The second one was my freshman year of college (which is still ongoing, by the way.) I got this group of 3 friends (the 4 of us were 2 guys and 2 girls) that I became really close to. We even made living arrangements for next year to be with each other in an apartment. However, I've always felt a little left out whenever the 4 of us hung out, even though I would try to not be. When I finally started to talk about it, they started ghosting me without ghosting me. They said they just wanted me to be ok (it was making me sad) but I felt like I needed to talk to them but they wouldn't talk to me so I'd get sad (do you see the cycle?) so I ended up going to a psychiatrist. After talking to the psychiatrist and having the cycle continue to an even bigger degree, I finally lost it. It reminded me of the situation described in the above paragraph and I let my roommate (who replaced my spot in that group of 4 basically, and I knew it even though they said it wasn't true) know about it. He and my friend had promised to talk to me but decided that it wasn't important enough. So I yelled. A lot. And I haven't talked to any of them since. I've moved out of my room and have a single room elsewhere now, and I don't have to deal with that (since the time I've moved out, my weight has gone from 140 to 150+, which is good since I have always been way too skinny and since I felt like crap all of the time I couldn't eat much.)

So both times I have tried to be really close to people I've failed. I don't think it is their fault, because if it was why would it happen to me twice.

Thus, I've come to the conclusion I can't become close to people.

Statistics and Probability I: MWF 11-1150 and W 3-350
Intermediate Microeconomics: TR 2-320 and F 10-1050
Intermediate Macroeconomics: TR 11-1220 and M 12-1250
Abstract Linear Algebra: TR 930-1050
Introduction to Meteorology: MW 10-1050 and F 12-1250

4/5 classes relate to my two majors, so I'm pretty excited that I get to do this in just my second college semester.

Early this morning, two of my better friends in my dorm were talking about what happened. As minorities, they were concerned about what would happen in the upcoming weeks. The longest they gave before they would be involved in something was a week.

One of them asked where they could find a drink.

A different friend found myself and another friend talking outside our dorm. She had come back from a house after she had drank her sorrows away. She wanted to know where my best friend was, as he is her "comfort" in the dorm.

I told her to go where they found a drink.

On my way out of the Auditorium where my computer science lecture is, I noticed chalk graffiti on the bricks of the pillar near the staircase.

I saw it, but it didn't make me feel any different.

I couldn't bring myself to go to calculus lecture today.

My Latin American Cultures class got cancelled today after 30 minutes of discussion.

We waited after the bell rang for the teacher to come into the class room. A few minutes after, she came through the door. Within 5 seconds of her beginning to talk about what we were doing today it was apparent we would not be in class long. She began by talking about our current topic - globalization - and how it affected Latin America based off of where we left off in the last class period. The class was normal for a little while, we talked about the effects of communism and how the United States effected the communist movements in Latin America. All of the sudden, we flipped to what happened on campus yesterday. A muslim woman was held at knife point by a man on one of the buses. What was sad is that we weren't shocked. After 30 minutes, she told us that we could leave, and one other student and I stayed ten minutes after so that she could get some of her concerns out in the open, rather than dealing with them on the inside.

There was a protest on the quad that I saw from afar. I didn't need to see what their signs said or hear what they were saying.

I already knew.

I texted my mother today, and I thanked her for the package she sent me. She sent back "You're welcome. How are you?" And I told her. My mother works for the government. She now, effectively, works for the president-elect.

She's distraught.

Tonight I told my friends, who love to party, that they should not go out this weekend.

They agreed.

An e-mail was sent to all members of my university today addressing what happened yesterday.

My specific college sent out an e-mail detailing places in which you could go and safely talk with someone.



Nothing very large has happened yet, but we all know that it's capable of happening. We've grabbed our friends and we don't let go of them. We try to go about our lives, but what happened is impossible to ignore.

What a first election.

What did you just do?

And furthermore, here's a test of if he can post after this.
Insert some VSS stuff here

I'm just here so I don't get fined so leggy can post an update.

MMM hasn't posted, but we agreed he would be the one to sit out.

I'll get it to you in a few hours. I'm basically in class until 4 but I'll Pm you with the code as soon as I can.

What level of the bundle are you looking for?

Ask what he is going to do with the brownies

Literally never played star fox.
RIP

Nice click-bait bro.

1. Ask big scary guy about the type of brownies he is going to buy.

You guys really suck at this game.

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The name is STL VIZZED for my team.