I've been gone for a nice 3 days thinking, "why do I exist? Why does all the bad luck always happen to me? Why does life give me crap?" No, I won't be giving some sob story about my f***ed up life and and just post this to see if people give a damn. I'm just telling that my life is at a depressing stage, knowing that a loved one I want to be with has passed away, not naturally but it's just ruined me when I heard the news. I'm not going away but I just need some time to think what to do, especially with a role as a single father now. It's been a hell of a life I had and maybe one day share it to you guys in vizz. I'm not the same stupid ass Mexican you guys used to know, I have changed and it's been happening lately but I was supressing it to hide my emotions hoping the feeling goes away. It didn't work and it just made my mood worse each day. I don't care if anyone has a saying to this but I just want you guys to understand that things are going changing in my life and I just want to wish it never happened. Thank you for your time reading this.