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Ever loved anyone at school.
02-23-12 09:57 PM
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yeah i lot of them but i never went out with any but one girl i had a crush on in 7 grade i liked her but when eight came around she had a crush on me and she just wouldn't stop staring at me so magically my teacher ended having me sit right next to her but i no longer like her so she kept putting her binder all over my side and i got annoy by it then she stop liking me. |
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02-23-12 10:22 PM
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Three times in Elementary School because I was stupid. Once in Junior High because I was lonely for no reason even though I already had friends (also stupid). I realized it was just for the sake of having a girlfriend; we had absolutely nothing in common. I've come to my senses now, and don't "plan" on having a girlfriend. I'm not picturing my future with or without someone. But that's just having a declared partner. I love my friends. I wouldn't trade them for anything. I can love whomever I want; I don't need to be "dating" to show it off or "make it official." Loving people and "falling in love" are confused all to often, but my response is assuming that the topic is being attracted to a boyfriend/girlfriend. I love my friends. I wouldn't trade them for anything. I can love whomever I want; I don't need to be "dating" to show it off or "make it official." Loving people and "falling in love" are confused all to often, but my response is assuming that the topic is being attracted to a boyfriend/girlfriend. |
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02-24-12 11:32 AM
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I did have a crush once before.I told my parents.They were okay with it.I later stop having a crush in grade 5 |
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02-25-12 11:57 AM
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Yes, I've had a crush here and there, but I can't really say I've loved anyone at my school. There are a few pretty girls here, but I just can't say that I find them interesting enough to date. I did have a crush on the girl that is currently one of my two best friends now. I kind of thought I loved her, but I realized that I wasn't anywhere near ready for a relationship (and I'm still not) and that she probably didn't have mutual feelings for me. Now, the girl that I do feel like I might be in love with right now is home schooled, but that's a different story. Now, the girl that I do feel like I might be in love with right now is home schooled, but that's a different story. |
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02-27-12 11:59 PM
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I thought I was madly in love with this one guy in middle school. It makes me cringe thinking about how naive I was. I wasn't even friends with the guy, but I was so fascinated and infatuated by him, lol. I had a crush on him for like 2 or so years, so I thought "omg I'm in love", yeah, no, it doesn't work like that.
I did have a high school sweetheart though. We dated for almost 2 years, but he broke up with me...which is a long story in itself, but I'm better off without him anyway. He apparently lives in Alaska now, which is very weird to me, but I don't talk to him so I have no idea what he's doing there. Anyway, then there was another guy I dated senior year. I thought I loved him, but I knew deep within me I was just trying to get over my previous ex and was just excited about dating again. Wish I didn't waste my time dating this guy for a year though...he was crazy. But, in short, yeah. I did love someone in school, the guy I dated for almost 2 years. Anyone else was just a crush or lust. I did have a high school sweetheart though. We dated for almost 2 years, but he broke up with me...which is a long story in itself, but I'm better off without him anyway. He apparently lives in Alaska now, which is very weird to me, but I don't talk to him so I have no idea what he's doing there. Anyway, then there was another guy I dated senior year. I thought I loved him, but I knew deep within me I was just trying to get over my previous ex and was just excited about dating again. Wish I didn't waste my time dating this guy for a year though...he was crazy. But, in short, yeah. I did love someone in school, the guy I dated for almost 2 years. Anyone else was just a crush or lust. |
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Yes, I have had crushes with girls in my school. Girlfriends too.
Currently though, my gf is in a college close to where I live. Currently though, my gf is in a college close to where I live. |
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04-03-12 01:26 AM
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Well I wouldn't say i loved them but I've had fantasies about them a few times before. |
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I've had crushes on guys at school yes, but I have never loved anyone at school.
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I think we all had our crushes over the years going to school. It's only natural with all the hormones racing around. It can be an exciting and fun time, but it can also be hell. I do look back to those years of carefree life with fond memories. |
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04-04-12 01:08 PM
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I don't recall having any real serious crushes in school. At most some passing interests. School was pretty harsh on me, I think I just spent too much of my time merely trying to get through.... School was pretty harsh on me, I think I just spent too much of my time merely trying to get through.... |
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04-07-12 11:12 AM
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Yes I've had a crush on one or two girls at my school.the sad part is none of them liked me back.the liked me as freinds.oh well,its only elementary school I've got time. |
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ryan0428 : Elementary school, eh?
Well considering there were points that three girls were after me, then I can give you a main pointer. What I found to work on almost any girl was to look nice by keeping my appearance good and to talk to them as friends without showing any side of shyness and initiate conversations. It used to work every time. Well considering there were points that three girls were after me, then I can give you a main pointer. What I found to work on almost any girl was to look nice by keeping my appearance good and to talk to them as friends without showing any side of shyness and initiate conversations. It used to work every time. |
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I remember having this crush on this guy in freshman year all the way into junior year . I didn't realize until the middle of sophomore year and we started to stare at each other a little to often to the point that is was awkward . I would catch him looking at me most of the time so I felt like he liked me a little too because he would give me this look that looks like he's smiling at me , just a little bit. I was too shy to walk up to him and talk . I told my best friend about him . He hand nice blonde hair and blue eyes . Use to have long hair but he cut it and had little spikes on the top of his head which made him look more h-handsome ( in my opinion ) . Me and my best friend gave he the nick name " Mr . Beautiful " cause thats what we both thought about him . Every time we saw him at the same time we would be like " Look ! It's Mr. Beautiful " in an high pitched voice so it was always funny to us and we believed he heard us on time and laughed a little . lol That was so embarrassing . Those were the good times . I never spoke to him so I never got the chance to get to know him and yes I did love him but I had very low self esteem at the time so that got in my way . I just let it go eventually and moved on . Yeah ... Good Times <3 into junior year . I didn't realize until the middle of sophomore year and we started to stare at each other a little to often to the point that is was awkward . I would catch him looking at me most of the time so I felt like he liked me a little too because he would give me this look that looks like he's smiling at me , just a little bit. I was too shy to walk up to him and talk . I told my best friend about him . He hand nice blonde hair and blue eyes . Use to have long hair but he cut it and had little spikes on the top of his head which made him look more h-handsome ( in my opinion ) . Me and my best friend gave he the nick name " Mr . Beautiful " cause thats what we both thought about him . Every time we saw him at the same time we would be like " Look ! It's Mr. Beautiful " in an high pitched voice so it was always funny to us and we believed he heard us on time and laughed a little . lol That was so embarrassing . Those were the good times . I never spoke to him so I never got the chance to get to know him and yes I did love him but I had very low self esteem at the time so that got in my way . I just let it go eventually and moved on . Yeah ... Good Times <3 |
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Well, I didn't love a-lot of people; more like a crush, liking her, etc. I flirt a-lot more than I date (LOL)! I know when I start high-school, I will love (like) more girls and, I be flirting OVER 9000 times more! |
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I had a person I loved at school, but then my friends made me ask her out and I suddenly didn't like her anymore. Maybe I just wanted to try and ask someone out, and I just chose the first person I saw. |
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I did love someone at school, at one point I think we loved each other but she ended up moving away. I ended up seeing her again but we are just friends now and that love I had for her just faded away. |
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I haved love someone in school...It made know 2 years that I'm with him and I have always the same kind of love for him <3 Nothing has changed exept the life we live know <3 |
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I do, that is the only time when I really can get to know people, if I am not at school than I am normally at home doing nothing. I think that this is the only way. |
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I met my current girl friend on my school. But i also fell in love with someone else.. the story was kind a dark... i love my current girlfriend (back then) but the was Epilepsy so she was pretty much always away from this world. She always fell unconscious in such a manner that it looked like she heard everything and she just sits still. But 5 minuets later she would say: what happened?. this was pretty hard to handle those older days.. I really did love her.. But of course.. I'm a male.. I got a stupid friend between my legs who's always leading at some points (you guys should know how it feels). back then i came to live in a group section apartment and i met there one of my ex girlfriends. She was 2 years older then me. But she seemed to like me pretty much.. We had a good relationship at first.. But it fast claimed to be someone who was really jealous of other people.. (like REALLY FAST)... and i was really good friends back then with some other girls.. She forbidden me to talk to these girls.. i had still contact with my current girl friend( back then my ex girl friend) and it was pretty much a secret.. she send ed my lyrics etc.. And kind of love letters.. But I'm a poet ( i like poetry and writing lyrics) so i just judged her lyrics and love letters professional. But my ex girl friend ( my girl friend that time) didn't liked that AT ALL. she even forbidden me to have contact with my current girl friend!( back then my ex girl friend..) but.. I still.. Really loved her. So i found it really hard to close contact with her.. so back then in just before the summer vacation i choosed to break up.. she didn't get it at all.. She was mad and everything.. But i just didn't want to be with her anymore. I felt so lonesome without my friends and my current girl friend ( back then still me ex..) and i loved her so i told my ex girl friend ( i think you guys/girls already got this part) that i still loved my current girl friend ( back.... nvm i think you got it by now lol) she was like really bad.. Slapped me in the face.. And run off. i didn't feel anything of the whole slap .. I was so relieved that i could finally be myself again.. i walked outside sitting on a high wall. (well kind of more laying on my back with my hands under my head) and was over thinking the things i did.. It felt wrong to be with her yet it felt kind a good.. But it wasn't good enough to stay.. I still really loved my current girl friend so much. I always though about her. Even during my private times with my ex girl friend.. And i felt bad for her. (she never heard of it and i never told her of it so i will let it be this way). while i was laying on my back on the high wall. My teacher came to me asking how i felt. i told her how relieved i was and i had once again in my life found peace with myself and my disusing and my teacher felt relieved for me to. She helped me a lot back then. And gave me the courage to finally come up for myself. now in 2011 around December my and my current girl friend came together again. After a long time of healing and trying to close our bond back.. The start was still really hard.. She didn't have a lot of problems with her epilepsy. But she still had some energy problems. And she was really shy.. I'm glad that our relationship gotten better since then. And it really feels like she is the true person for me! thanks people for reading this! greetings to everyone, and i hope you people will find your true love to! greetings again, Yngwie the story was kind a dark... i love my current girlfriend (back then) but the was Epilepsy so she was pretty much always away from this world. She always fell unconscious in such a manner that it looked like she heard everything and she just sits still. But 5 minuets later she would say: what happened?. this was pretty hard to handle those older days.. I really did love her.. But of course.. I'm a male.. I got a stupid friend between my legs who's always leading at some points (you guys should know how it feels). back then i came to live in a group section apartment and i met there one of my ex girlfriends. She was 2 years older then me. But she seemed to like me pretty much.. We had a good relationship at first.. But it fast claimed to be someone who was really jealous of other people.. (like REALLY FAST)... and i was really good friends back then with some other girls.. She forbidden me to talk to these girls.. i had still contact with my current girl friend( back then my ex girl friend) and it was pretty much a secret.. she send ed my lyrics etc.. And kind of love letters.. But I'm a poet ( i like poetry and writing lyrics) so i just judged her lyrics and love letters professional. But my ex girl friend ( my girl friend that time) didn't liked that AT ALL. she even forbidden me to have contact with my current girl friend!( back then my ex girl friend..) but.. I still.. Really loved her. So i found it really hard to close contact with her.. so back then in just before the summer vacation i choosed to break up.. she didn't get it at all.. She was mad and everything.. But i just didn't want to be with her anymore. I felt so lonesome without my friends and my current girl friend ( back then still me ex..) and i loved her so i told my ex girl friend ( i think you guys/girls already got this part) that i still loved my current girl friend ( back.... nvm i think you got it by now lol) she was like really bad.. Slapped me in the face.. And run off. i didn't feel anything of the whole slap .. I was so relieved that i could finally be myself again.. i walked outside sitting on a high wall. (well kind of more laying on my back with my hands under my head) and was over thinking the things i did.. It felt wrong to be with her yet it felt kind a good.. But it wasn't good enough to stay.. I still really loved my current girl friend so much. I always though about her. Even during my private times with my ex girl friend.. And i felt bad for her. (she never heard of it and i never told her of it so i will let it be this way). while i was laying on my back on the high wall. My teacher came to me asking how i felt. i told her how relieved i was and i had once again in my life found peace with myself and my disusing and my teacher felt relieved for me to. She helped me a lot back then. And gave me the courage to finally come up for myself. now in 2011 around December my and my current girl friend came together again. After a long time of healing and trying to close our bond back.. The start was still really hard.. She didn't have a lot of problems with her epilepsy. But she still had some energy problems. And she was really shy.. I'm glad that our relationship gotten better since then. And it really feels like she is the true person for me! thanks people for reading this! greetings to everyone, and i hope you people will find your true love to! greetings again, Yngwie |
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